-7

Well the cleanse is over, I only lost 7 lbs. this time but hey I lost 7 lbs. That's better then nothing. I feel good about it.

I just got home from the Lake!! I had such a good time. This time I didn't come home sick and barley able to move from a really bad sunburn, I'm pretty sure that's a Inks Lake first for me.

I walked in the back door all happy, then I looked on the table and there was Kim's thank you card. I great big reminder that she isn't going to be there all next week. I became very sad and sick right then in there. I'm so not looking forward to next week, it's going to suck for so many reason. It's going to be one of the longest weeks of my life. :(

One More Day

Well really one more day and a half. I'm almost done!! One thing I've learned, the more water I drink the less swollen my hands are (really I learned that last time...I just forgot). Hopefully this will get me back on track, I've been in a slump lately. I'm scared but also looking forward to Saturday morning with I get on the scale, the thought of going through this for nothing is not fun. The scale and I have started a love hate relationship, some days I love it and others I hate it. I'm sure it hates me everyday. :)

I'm so excited, I'm going to Inks on Saturday!! I love being up there, it's so peaceful and pretty plus I get to spend time with family. What I love even more then that is, I feel Miranda up there. I have so many great memories with her there, I love to just drive around and think about her.

So I'm doing to "Cleanse" again. I started it Saturday, that way would be finished in time to go to Inks. I'm on day 4 and only have 3 more to go! I'm glad too because I'm craving everything I can't have. The funny thing is I'm craving stuff that I would really give a second thought to on a normal day. I'm trying to not have any expectations this time so that way I wont be disappointed with myself come the big weigh-in Saturday morning. I'm on my own, it didn't work out with Wade and Janell's schedule this time. I think I like being on it at the same time they are.